half empty...

This post is mostly for myself....so if you dont want to read about someone complaining or upset just skip it, i guess....

Usually im a pretty happy person, i try not to let things get me down, i try to be strong, and i try to look at the cup half full....Well today its half empty near the bottom! Its actually empty...

why does life have to throw you curve balls??? or these things that just never leave?? Why does it have to hurt sometimes? Why do we have to go through struggles or not feel like we are good enough? We work so hard to just feel like someone has slapped us across the face! Im sick of feeling like the things i do arent good enough....Im tired of doing the same things everyday....Im sick of hurting....Life shouldn't be hard it shoudn't!! Why do people have to leave us when we need them the most?.....Why is it that the saying "well you will grow from it"......what if you dont want to......what if you dont want to go through the pain....?....

I just want to find someone that cares about me....

Honestly....what do i do wrong?......

sorry if this is all emo....Im really not normally like this...its just one of those days i guess....